Wednesday, December 21, 2016

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不亂傳
/
不解釋
是最好的選擇

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懂的人自然會懂

不懂的
我只好永遠當壞人






2.25AM


                                                                                                                 -Sometimes, silence is the best.

Friday, December 16, 2016

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為了什麼而這樣
其實沒有什麼
只是情緒突然失控
找不到一個理由
為什麼會這樣

最近多次說出傷人的話
並沒有意
內疚 有何用

只是這一次
嚴重了
還能忍住的淚
在言語下 
始終忍不住 淚了
在多人面前
再也不是那個 堅強的獅子






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從此的壞人

/

欠你們一句
對不起


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Tuesday, October 11, 2016

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                               If you do not love,
                               stop showing that you love.

                               As I said,
                                         for so many times,
                                         that
                                         "Don't make me trust you,
                                         and then break my heart"







Maybe I'm waiting for 
something that isn't going to happen 
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Monday, August 01, 2016

To whom, who loved me for 4 years X



                              To whom, who loved me for 4 years. Its not easy.
                              Its not that easy to chase someone for 3 years although she used to be in a relationship with
                              others in between, and told everything to whom who used to loved her for years. 
                              Yet, I still have pretty much things to said but guess, its okay, it doesn't matter anymore.
                              But off all the above, doesn't meant anything by now and, the future.

                              The guy who I first date, 
                              "Thank you for the tears, i spent almost all of my nights
                              drowning myself to tears.
                              All of those tears I've shed taught me
                              that it's okay to cry, that it's okay not be "okay".
                              Thank you for not giving me answers, at the time i was more confused
                              than ever that why do things need to have an ending.
                              And for some reason you can't spill out any acceptable reason why.
                              Although i didn't understand why it was over between us.
                              but you know what? It saved me from enduring more pain.
                              it saved me from questioning more than i already had to question.
                              Also, I learned that things just don't happen if there's no reason.
                              You also taught me that feelings for people can change faster
                              than the blink of an eye,
                              just like many other things in life.
                              You taught me to be prepared for anything, to not completely give my heart
                              to someone, that I need to spare something for myself too.
                              Most importantly, you taught me that it's possible to care for someone
                              no matter how much they may have hurt you. because no matter how much i hated you,
                              you're still the person I loved first, but not the person i fell in love with anymore.
                              You taught me that time is never wasted if you spend it with someone you love.
                              I thought that i'd be hurting forever, but I learned
                              that eventually i'd be okay, that eventually my heart would heal.
                              And lastly I want to thank you for breaking my heart, because if you haven't?
                              I will never be the person I am today.
                              And thank you, for leaving me, because I found my self when I lost you."
                              -Words by unknown.
                              And this sums up everything, that it is so true and deep down from bottom of my heart that I wanted to say.


                              To whom, who loved me for four years, 
                              To whom, who I loved for three years,
                              To whom, who I once loved the most,
                              I had finally, moved on.

                              For this might be the last time, I'm not sorry, but thank you. 





                              Loved,
                                        piggy. 

Tuesday, June 28, 2016

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                                              02.40p.m.

                                              听见外面打雷的声音

                                              39°C的天气下 

                                              好久没下雨了

                                              坐在电脑前

                                              有着弹奏的旋律陪伴

                                              就这样

                                              简单









我也希望 未来的哪一个人会帮我撑伞

Sunday, May 15, 2016

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請不要輕易說愛;

如果愛,
                請深愛,

如果不愛,
                    請離開。







                                                                                                                                                還愛嗎?

Thursday, April 07, 2016

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Sometimes you just want to hug someone 
and cry for no reason.











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silence hug

Sunday, March 27, 2016

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被傷害的事實無法抹滅,

我們可以承認也可以接受,

只是很多事情只要裂了一個縫,都是日後隨時崩塌的開始。









                                                                                                                                x 再无信任