14. / Go with the flow

 爱情 本来就应该 顺其自然 ，


为什么 要强迫对方 成全自己？


这样只会 照成彼此 更加讨厌对方。


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我可以因為某人而牺牲我自己，



却不会应为自己 而去强迫别人。

13. / True-ly

If you truly love someone,

you will trust him/her,

in everything.

If you truly trust someone,

even if both of you far apart,

you will still loves each other,

a lot.

12. / Friends first

当我告诉你我的 痛处时，

我只希望你能 安慰我

让我开心什么之类的

当你问我原因的时候

我选择不告诉你

你就偏要跟我吵

我知道你很关心我

但是有时候

不是什么事情都得解释的

就算解释了 也未必明白

有时候 也不是那么简单就能解释

你永远都把朋友放在第一 ..........

11. / Stluser

Till then, I know I care when someone called me up and asked about it.
I almost cry seriously, or no, I cried.
But before that, I thought I wouldn't be sad or whatever.
But when everyone called, I .......... Then, its sad.

I told someone, who will care about it in the future?, okay maybe we just care about it for the few month or even few days.

Look at Bill Gates and etc.
Alright, maybe I just try to comfort myself.

Anyway, ITS OVER !
And ITS SUCKS !


ps: Everyone thought i dont care, still can relax,
but deep inside, its sad.
你们都觉得我没有感觉,
其实我有, 只是没把它展现出来.




And now, I just feel like killing myself.

Sigh, can I cry loudly, really loudly with non-stop. = =
Its just the beginning and can I say my two thousand fourteen sucks?
... ....... , .. ... .... .... .

10. / Dengue

Hi peeps!
I just feels like blogging but dont know what to blog bout.

*think and think and think.

So here i go with my CNY.
MyGod, my CNY is just so pretty sad.
I got sick for days T^T

It just the second day of CNY and i got fever, HIGH FEVER man.
The whole day keep lying on the bed, sleep and drink and sleep and drink.
Goddamn, that is so bored.
Everyone out there playing cards all those, and i can only SLEEP.

And then the third day only went back home from my kampung.
Then, go clinic.
MyGod, i am in love with the doctor :O
Now, i miss him so much. Hahahahaha. LOL
So i go for blood test.
BLOOD TEST IS TOO MAINSTREAM FOR ME NOW !
So i went blood test almost everyday, like continuously you know.
So that is the first time i went for blood test, i seriously scared of it. (imagine)
And its also the first time i met the doctor.
Once my mom went the clinic too, and she said the doctor very handsome.
So, i got chance to went the clinic too, LOL. (Its not always a good thing went to clinic okay)
And then, Thursday went, Friday went, Saturday went.
Oh, so luckily I dont need to go on Sunday, i got rest for a day BUT I need to go back for blood test on Monday again.
See, blood test again. Sigh.

I am lack of platelets.
And it makes me feel dizzy when i stand up and really no energy.
That is why i need go for blood test just to check the platelets.
I got dengue actually,
but it seems like,
I thought i would die just because of dengue,
because there is few cases bout people die cause of dengue.
So i asked my sister will i die? Can i get well?
LOL.
Was thinking IF I DIED...

So I need to go to the hospital,
I thought i need to stay there and 吊水
But the doctor in the hospital said i dont need to.
So i can back home then.

So I got rashes on my hands and legs, until today,
There is still rashes on my legs, 
looks really ugly on my legs and its red, very red. So now,
I got a job,
that is DRINK WATER.
Everyone asking me to drink water.
I dont need to take my lunch or dinner or what,
because i am full with WATERS.

Ohya! I cant drink beer,
That is so sad.
They bought SOMERSBY Apple Cider,
I can only drink it secretly and only a little bit of it.
Sigh.
And i cant simply eat now.
No nuts, no crackers, no this no that.
So boring.
My CNY=cant eat=suffer.

Okay, so that is my CNY.
How nice was it.
Right?
-,-

So im sick for 1 week+.  *applause*